Tuesday, 14 July 2009

So first what is so bad about being drunk anyway.-part 2:stickiness

Well.. after the incoherency...... I can think of another trait of dk's. Stickiness..

Yes, they can be well sticky. they can stick to you and make you say things, watch things and listen to things.

They might even try to make you eat things or drink things. At that moment you are stuck with a dk, actually you are quite stuck . Yes, they are sticky.

But is it that bad actually to be stuck with a dk?? Hmm maybe yes??

At the end.. is none dk's life so much more fun than stuck with the dk doing stuff the dk wants listening to the incoherent babbles? I'm trying to write a blog with daily diaries and I realised nothng much happens anyway. I eat, sleep and maybe work(?) and then... I relax?? Relax doing what??? waiting for death or the end of universe. I'm always full of incoherent thoughts and the meditation gurus told me to fold the thoughts and push them away. And it was not possible. I had to told my thoughts every second of my meditation and folding the thoughts became something of a big deal, so I was doing too much work just so I could empty myself into nothingness. Even in meditating sober mind I was as sticky to my thoughts than when I'm a dk.

Just that I was not doing it to other people, just being sticky to myself is nothing better than doing it to others. Maybe it even promotes some kind of none stickiness to oneself kind of period to the stuck people.

So at the end .. it is an akward situation for both dk and none dk stuck to dk. but it is somehow a win-win situation in some meditational sense. I think my meditation comes from Tibet.
Even the worshipped guru died of drinking too much at young age.. So these people at the end at least should understand it's a mind boggling and confusing but somehow "making-sense" kind of moments..

So stickiness, in a bigger sense wiped out from being negative.. I'm not saying it's positive but at least it should not be purely negative for both dk's and none dk's.

2 comments:

nilkun said...

I never understood the whole thing about drinking.

minicko said...

yey!! comment!!